Tapering.

On going off meds so I can cry again.

I don’t know when it first occurred to me that I could not take a pill. Maybe it’s been something I’ve been mulling over for a few months, I don’t know. But this weekend, I experienced tears for the first time in a long time, and it felt so good to have those feelings that had produced them that I started thinking about how I got here.

Like many out ther…